So Far so Good…

There are different ways to get hurt emotionally, for me regret and Disappointment are part of my top 3.

A few days ago, i disappointed my friend. It wasn’t such a big deal but it made me feel really sad. I probably even shed a tear or two (maybe, maybe not…lol). Before the end of that day, I had in addition disappointed myself. It’s one thing for someone to hurt you, it’s another for you to hurt your own self.

Things kept getting worse because I wasn’t with my sister.

“Why do I miss her this much?” I thought,

Probably because she’s the only one that’ll justify my crying for something as insignificant as this. You’re probably thinking “if you miss her why don’t you just call her?” Well it’s never the same. The funny part is she would never know until she reads this.

When I said I was back in my last post, I actually meant it. “Hi guys, welcome back to my substack”🤭. I wrote to post last weekend but for some reason, it felt wrong. Nothing had really happened except that I started my Pediatrics posting… iykyk. I also wrote for a school magazine. They reached out to me to write a piece to be published. It’s one of my most vulnerable pieces actually and it’s quite ironic that I’ll send something as vulnerable as that to be posted in a whole magazine knowing the type of person I am.

Walking in the rain can be therapeutic but not when you’re hungry. There’s a lot of things to I like about Jos vis a vis hate.  Why is there no fast food culture in this place? Why must I cook especially during weekends? Why can’t I order food after 5pm on a Saturday? After spending a year here, it still surprises me. It’ll take some time but hopefully I can get used to it. Please is there any other place where you can have money and still be hungry asides Jos because I don’t even understand anymore😂

Although this kind of feels incomplete and maybe disjointed but it’s all I have to say for now. Fingers crossed, my life gets more interesting 😂

Anyway, this has been a (not so) short read and I actually felt good writing it. Now I’m off to watch Ben 10 omniverse. Byeeeeee

Love you, Fola💕